Thursday, August 05, 2004 @ 12:38 AM
dye hair for my mama again jus now...dye until now my finger also kenna dye..tao yan~
haiz~received 2nd ex's call....inviting me to si wan tao, an island in JB this coming sat...told me that it's a 2days 1 night trip...most of his friends are going..whom i know some of them too..told him that i'll considered first cos even though i know some of his friends,we arn't that close in fact...i also dunno wat's wrong with me..smsed him and asked whether his gf's tagging along..told me "nope"..but who noes,after a while..he called again jus to say that he's bringing his gf..then we started chatting..well..not that much this time round..asked me how i am nowadays..then tell me that he's going aust. this sept for holidays...haiz~for wat tell me all theSe sia?!
haiz~for wat invite me along?!i dun think i'm going lo..cos i dun wanna make myself miserable there and made it an unhappy trip for myself..
like wat germz had told me..he's jus using me as a bACk-up..a back-Up jus in case if one day he break up with his gf..he's still got me..germz's asking me not to fall into his trap....i hope i'm not...
read germz's blog of wat she wrote abt me...cried after reading it..i've been making my friends all worried for me..i'm so baD ne!! i mus really strive hard to get out of this stupid "me" and find back myself.....
**so sorRy germz and loVer..made u geRs worried for me..
**weichiang,kenny,ah yong...thanks so much for yer concErn!!
